Sixth

It's 9.18 p.m and still too early but here I am laying in my bed, feeling all sorts of emotions. At this very moment, I'm listening to Urban Zakapa's Wish, and my heart hurts. So much. It hurts. I am sad right now. I want to cry. Not sure if that will ever make me feel better. People hurt me and they probably don't even know that. I am just terribly sad. But I don't drag people into my problem when I have one. I'll eventually find a way to deal with it. I am sorry for being weird. You might even think that I am a psycho but actually, I am just sad. I don't know about the things that are making me sad, but it just hurts. My heart hurts and I can really feel this. This is so frustrating. Nothing works at the moment. I am sad and tired.